mole on the butt

i have been wondering .....

its irony when u are totally in love, u r blinded by 'it", but when you open your eyes wider, it doesn't offer more than a just a pain. one minute you feel like you are on the cloud nine, nothing else matter sort of things, but another minute you feel like you are just being punished for raping an 11 years old girl. ouucch!!it kinda hurt...

i have not been much 'being in love' kind of thing. just a few wonderful moments with a few people yet i guess love has make me really a person who demands for security in relationship.

to be in love means you are not only loving that person wholeheartedly but to accept that person's world willingly.that includes the family,the friends, and even a big hairy round mole on the butt.(reminder: i don't have hairy mole on the butt!!)

i feel like plucking this little thing....

i am in love with this particular person. i am deeply in love to the extend that i want to spend my whole life with her. but still, i doubt our future. i just still cannot fit into her world no matter how much i have tried. sigh.........its complicated.i thought when you are in love, nothing else matter. but i guess its only in the song....

its complicated......