fantasy or reality....

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mole on the butt

i have been wondering .....

its irony when u are totally in love, u r blinded by 'it", but when you open your eyes wider, it doesn't offer more than a just a pain. one minute you feel like you are on the cloud nine, nothing else matter sort of things, but another minute you feel like you are just being punished for raping an 11 years old girl. ouucch!!it kinda hurt...

i have not been much 'being in love' kind of thing. just a few wonderful moments with a few people yet i guess love has make me really a person who demands for security in relationship.

to be in love means you are not only loving that person wholeheartedly but to accept that person's world willingly.that includes the family,the friends, and even a big hairy round mole on the butt.(reminder: i don't have hairy mole on the butt!!)

i feel like plucking this little thing....

i am in love with this particular person. i am deeply in love to the extend that i want to spend my whole life with her. but still, i doubt our future. i just still cannot fit into her world no matter how much i have tried. sigh.........its complicated.i thought when you are in love, nothing else matter. but i guess its only in the song....

its complicated......

lesson no 1

one thing i have learned about life today is, never make assumption..

• i assume I'll get my money today, i paid my hutang and ate like pig last night and i end up financially bankrupt today
• i assume i know where the class is, i got lost this morning
• i assume, if i buy ikan as my today's dish it will be much cheaper, i end up paying the same amount of nasi + ayam goreng
• i assume i'll wake up fresh this morning, i slept late last night and i feel dizzy now

sigh~~

i have a friend....

i have this one friend..
he has just got married..

i have this one friend..
she has just got a job...

i have this one friend..
she has just graduated...

i have this one friend..
he has just got his 6 paxs

n me....still here..at the same spot..doing the same thing...[-_-"]
cepatlah masa berlalu..............sigh~~

i guess i am blessed

i'm blessed...and i'd love to believe so...

because YOU make feel like one...

thank YOU....