Thursday, April 22, 2010

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Tun Mahathir's lecture series

bersesak2 dahulu, bergambar2 kemudian...

this is my fourth time attending his lecture and probably will be the last one but i am still so much 'teruja'.
people who knows me would know very well of how much i adore him....
i just hope to be like him someday. i may not make it big internationally, but at least people recognize my contribution and perhaps a portion of my "brilliantness".(i don't know if such vocab ever exist)..


i was too far to get the picture of him
chancellor hall yang pack

can't wait for the convocation day..i am so gonna get my scroll from him....intermission!


Wednesday, April 21, 2010

mikhail qushaiyyi......



OMG!! my long time bestfriend is going to have a baby soon!like in a week or two... he is going to be a father! and he is only 22...

i was 13 when i stop playing with "pepek"

i have to admit, though we are no longer as close as what it used to be like years back then and the fact that i know the wife only by name and for the reason that they are living (i mean studying) abroad (or maybe for some other reasons ) i just cannot stop feeling the excitement. perhaps it sounds like "over the top" kind of thing or me just being "syok sendiri" here, but i can feel some kind of attachment to the baby..[-_-"]...like naming the baby with my name or something is cool in which i know is not going to happen....erkkkk!

i know this guy for quite a long time and has been friend through the ups and downs of the important days of my life.though years has flown by, but he's still on my top list of VIP.we might walk different path now, and we might not share the same jokes anymore, but the memories speak for themselves.

i guess that is one reason i anticipate their baby so much though i don't even have a clue how's their life are like now or when was the last time i spoke to him....
but i hope everything is going smoothly for them both and i pray for the best...=D


p/s if you ever read this i guess mikhail qushaiyi will make a great name for a baby boy...i always wanted that name for my boy..=)

Sunday, April 18, 2010

fantasy or reality....

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Monday, April 5, 2010

mole on the butt

i have been wondering .....

its irony when u are totally in love, u r blinded by 'it", but when you open your eyes wider, it doesn't offer more than a just a pain. one minute you feel like you are on the cloud nine, nothing else matter sort of things, but another minute you feel like you are just being punished for raping an 11 years old girl. ouucch!!it kinda hurt...
i have not been much 'being in love' kind of thing. just a few wonderful moments with a few people yet i guess love has make me really a person who demands for security in relationship.
to be in love means you are not only loving that person wholeheartedly but to accept that person's world willingly.that includes the family,the friends, and even a big hairy round mole on the butt.(reminder: i don't have hairy mole on the butt!!)

i feel like plucking this little thing....


i am in love with this particular person. i am deeply in love to the extend that i want to spend my whole life with her. but still, i doubt our future. i just still cannot fit into her world no matter how much i have tried. sigh.........its complicated.i thought when you are in love, nothing else matter. but i guess its only in the song....

its complicated......